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Bieber Fever can help you stay strong!

I got a PFA against me for abandoning my child! My husband said I threatened to Hire a hit man and kidnap my kids on FACEBOOK…DUDE I wouldn’t waste the money (even if had the money I would use it for therapy that you and our children obviously need) and why would I want to kidnap my children that HATE me and hit me? Sure I want them out of the hostile environment they live in, but I don’t have the training or facilities to give them the much needed help they need! OUR child jumped out of my vehicle cause he was angry! Anyone want to get HIM help? NOOOOO instead lets try and take away that responsibility and blame someone else! Take away MORE time from mom! I have said MANY MANY times that I wouldn’t want harm to him or anyone involved no matter how much he has hurt me and our families! I understand why there is so much hate towards me. I’m mad at the woman he has conjured up in his mind! How dare her leave a child alone in a mall, abandon him on a dark, DANGEROUS, road at 10:30pm! THANK GOD for mall security and at this point it’s slander I already proved that lie! CYF watched the video! If I actually abandoned my child…police would have arrested me! Again this is my story this is my life I am writing a book…did he just call him self out in court documents? Did he just tell the world HE is my abuser? Did he just purger and slander me in court papers? Who knows, who cares…I am just gonna let him have what he wants misery! I am gonna be busy working on my life and the wonderful joys that are slowly adding into my life! I have a wonderful boss that believes in me! I am happy. My husband is angry he lost his wife! He can never win me back! Angry abusive men just can’t accept loosing! And YEAH I know I really need to find an editor…cause my adhd does kick in and I make no sense with my writing skills but hey go ahead hate me. I am still happy and you can’t knock me down! You can’t get me fired, you can’t take away my children. I am their mother and they are desperately secretly hoping mom will save them! I know I have been in their shoes once and they are fortunate to have a good mother who understands their needs! I am a child survivor of abuse! I love my babies would never hurt them and they know it, but they could never let anyone know the truth or daddy would be in a HEAP of trouble! I am ridiculed for having Bieber fever and teased daily! My dream is to someday be a tour/still photographer which could give me the income and maybe a chance to show my children what it’s like to be allowed to share their love and talents in that industry rather than hide it! I will work hard to fight for my dreams! I know the chances of having team Bieber knock on my door and give me the easy way out is almost impossible, but it happens! I may have been talking to these people for years through my networks, they see me and as long as I know it and they support me. I don’t care what anyone else thinks! My family and I need help NOW! Begging a friend to use their power and status to help me would be wrong! Just because I may or may not actually talk to these people doesn’t mean they will run to my rescue! Do you have any idea how many people ask them for help everyday? If there is anything I would want from them it’s the chance to thank them for giving me the strength to not give up on my dreams! I can’t lie it would be wild to have them show up and give me a chance to show the haters that I am somebody, that I am NOT crazy and I do have friends in high places! I am one mother out to get help for her children, and I will work hard everyday to make that happen! I hope my journey and experiences will make a change at how people view mental abuse, and get those abused the help they need. I can’t expect some superstar child to rescue me. He told me a year ago he can’t help the helpless! He pushed and pushed and made me get up! Well son I am no longer helpless, I’m on my feet and following my dreams soooo if you feel the need to step in help go for it! You already know I will make a great asset to the team! Otherwise I will have my bachelor’s in photography in a few years and I will get to thank you when I am standing next to you following my dream! Until then my children may have to learn the hard way but it may be the only way they will learn. I pray for the haters in my life that someday they find peace, it hurts them more than me. I am happy with the support and friends I do have!

Posted on March/5/2013 with 1 note

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